Friday, March 22, 2024

Winter In the Desert



Hello again, my friends!


Arizona Sunset

I have not done an update for a few months while I've been parked in my RV trailer in the desert of So. California. This has been a busy and unusual time for me.

My last post was the end of my 'Sufferfest' Moto-Myrtle USA Trike Tour. The tour ended in June but getting the blog and YouTube videos finished took many months more. I really enjoy documenting my travels. I find the process rewarding and going back over the trip is a good exercise. My biggest takeaway is I'm not sure how I got as far as I did on that tour. The tour was, for sure, the most difficult I have ever done. Without the support of friends and followers, I probably would have given up somewhere along Route 66. Y'all helped me keep my sense of humor! 

After the tour, I got in my RV and drove around the west coast. I went to the Recumbent Retreat in September which is my favorite event of the year. This was the 25th Annual and my 20th year attending. From there, I drove to Ohio for Cycle Con. Many bike dealers called to ask me to attend. I didn't want to go because Cycle Con was scheduled for the weekend after the retreat - in Ohio. Then, one dealer had me on the phone for an hour asking me to go. He wore me down. I ended up leaving the retreat 2 days early to drive 2500 miles in 5 days. To be honest, I wasn't sure if I was capable of driving so far for so many days in a row. I was exhausted when I arrived but I made it.

The very 1st morning, I slipped down the stairs of my RV trailer and landed hard on my butt. My right butt muscles were in spasm for almost a week. Luckily, I didn't break anything but the muscles were so painful that I couldn't get into my truck and I ended up staying at the fairgrounds camped for many days after the show.  This was an ominous start to my experience at Cycle Con.

Test Track




Fat trikes

I really enjoy meeting cycling/triking people. Regular people who ride are much more interesting than industry folk. I had lots of enthusiastic interactions with followers of my Facebook page and YouTube channel. The recumbent community has always been very warm, welcoming, and supportive. This is a very special and generous group of people. I have learned there is a big difference between the community and the industry. The industry people don't show interest in the people who ride and actually use the products. 

The Cycle Con show only had 28 booths and, over the years, I have met most of the dealers, vendors, and manufacturers that presented products. It's not a lot of people. The space for the show was much too small and trying to talk to anyone was awkward. No matter where I went, I felt like I was in the way. 

The manufacturers of trikes and bikes all had products to test. Getting everyone set up and then through the overly crowded aisles to the test track outside was difficult.  Personally, I don't have anything to sell or an agenda to promote and just floated around taking pictures. I'm invited as a value-added person and only because I have a following. No one from the industry included me in anything or invited me to have drinks or go to dinner or do anything social.  And then, an industry person told me about the Cycle Con film festival. This person was excited that Geoff Adams had submitted his very clever YouTube video. (It's well worth watching and here is a link if you haven't seen it: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bJZ0VrfDKqo.) The thing is, I didn't know anything about the 'film festival' and learned people primarily entered their YouTube videos. How could I not know about this? How could I not be included? For heaven's sake, I have a YouTube channel dedicated to trike riding. My videos are only about trikes, touring with occasional tutorials and gear reviews. I don't talk about my personal life, or current events or give my opinion about politics. Why didn't anyone think of me? Even though I'm one of the most recognizable people in the world of recumbents, recumbent industry people simply don't think of me.

I learned that the only interest the industry has in me is for my followers. No one in the industry follows my tours or watches my videos. I made a nice video with fun music of the Cycle Con event (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cdBbRb8vv34) and no one from the industry commented or even acknowledged it. Undoubtedly, because no one from the industry watched it. Are there so many people making videos for recumbent events? This dismissiveness is something that I have felt before but it was never made so clear as it was at this Cycle Con. What surprises me is I know my videos are bringing customers into the shops. I know because the customers tell me. People write to me to say thanks for the videos. They write with excitement that they went to a shop and bought a trike. Often, they are turning to trikes because they can't ride an upright bike anymore.  Maybe it's a bad back or a balance issue but buying a trike gave them back something they thought they had lost forever. These stories are heartfelt and I love reading them. 

Speaking of stories, why wasn't the industry interested in the tour I did across the US? A 64-year-old woman riding a trike with e-assist solo over 3,000 miles across the US. How could this not be interesting to them? And, I wasn't the only person who rode a trike across the US or on a big tour. One woman, Marianne Phillips, did her 7th tour across the US last summer. She is in her 70's and doesn't use e-assist on her trike. What about Brenda and Michael Castle? They rode Catrikes with e-assist from North Carolina to Montana raising money for veterans. (They documented their tour on Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/groups/333756505365791) Is this so many people to keep track of? Why aren't these stories interesting? The only person who got very minimal recumbent industry attention was Englishman John Hodkin. His posts were hilarious. Jon rode an unassisted ICE trike up the Mississippi River trail pulling a trailer carrying his tuba. He did concerts all along the way. The music community was a big help to Jon and very active throughout his journey. Gary Solomon, of the LaidBack Bike Report did a short segment on his show. Pat Franz, who retired from T-Cycle, also designed and built the trailer Jon used delivering it to him in Louisiana.  (Here is a link to his website: https://innertuba.org.uk/) As far as I know, these were the only people who did long-distance, multi-month tours. Why isn't the industry excited about these achievements? Why doesn't the industry promote these rides? Why don't they want to highlight what trikes and people in an older demographic are capable of? Does the industry have any interest in the people who actually use their products? I don't think so and that is truly a shame and a missed opportunity to connect with a wider audience.

At Cycle Con, I also had a couple of bike dealers who wanted to talk to me about sponsorship. I blew them off. At the time, I didn't understand why these guys annoyed me. At the very least, they would offer me a bit of money, parts, and probably repairs to my trike. We can all use extra money, right? The thing is, none of them are interested in me and they are not interested in what I do. Not even a little bit. They are only interested in getting their manufacturer/dealer/vendor name in front of my followers. It's understandable but, I put a lot of work into keeping my blog and YouTube videos updated. I've been documenting my trike life since 2007. I know these videos and blog posts are helping to sell trikes and accessories and I love that they are impactful. My idea when I started was to offer a place for people to come for reliable information and show what is possible as an older woman. I just wish the industry people would acknowledge it and promote those riders who are showing how the products are used. 

I did have a sponsor for my ride across the US. HP Velotechnik generously gave me a new frame and Bent Up Cycles, especially Raina, did a great job transferring everything from the 12-year-old frame to the new one. It was a big job. I put their name on 80 YouTube videos. They, just like everyone else, showed no interest in the tour or my channel. Maybe I'll change my mind in the future but, as of now, I've decided I won't do sponsorship anymore. The payoff just isn't worth it. 

You may have noticed that I haven't been doing YouTube videos recently. My experience at Cycle Con was so deeply humiliating that I've needed a long break to assess what it all means and think about what I want going forward. It's been painful to learn how little my work is worth to the people who are benefitting the most.


New Mexico Trikers

Jo and BJ in Colorado


After Cycle Con, I did a few very fun rides with the Impromptu Riders of Ohio. I also did some lovely rides with local riders in New Mexico, Colorado, and Arizona. There was also a trike festival near Palm Springs put on by Tri-A-Bike which was a much bigger event than expected. I'll be doing videos of those rides soon enough. 1st, I really wanted to vent and get this all off my chest before I start traveling again. 



Charlie in Colorado



Iowa Trestle


I ate well in Dayton



Impromptu Trikers


Over the winter, I have been parked in the desert of SoCal behind the church of my friend, Joni. I've been taking care of all kinds of surprisingly time-consuming projects. I switched my residency to South Dakota. As you know, I live full-time in my RV. South Dakota only requires one night every 5 years to be in the state for valid residency. There also isn't any income tax. I set up a mailbox and worked with a very nice woman who, unfortunately, was completely incompetent. This process took months. The very last thing I needed was the tags and plates for my truck and trailer. Finally, they arrived to where I'm staying - with my name misspelled on the titles. Ugh!

I also turned 65 and got onto Medicare. I went through a broker who helped me pick out a supplemental plan I can use while traveling in my RV. This all went smoothly. What hasn't been so easy is to find a primary care physician who takes Medicare and has appointment openings while I'm in the area. I mostly got all the appointments done. This is the 1st time in 15 years that I have health insurance. Now I have the scans, tests, and labwork to give me peace of mind that I am, indeed, very healthy. 

My time in Southern California is coming to an end. From here, I'll be heading to Tucson to meet up with my friends Dave and Edna. We are going to caravan together to Texas to watch the eclipse on April 8th. I've got a ton of video to go through. I'll be getting to those sooner than later with lots more updates to come.

Thanks for following along and letting me vent! I'd love to know what you think. Please, if you can, leave a comment. 








52 comments:

  1. Thanks for the update!

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    1. This is the first time I've read one of your posts all the way through. It was very interesting yet very sad that you were talked into going and then largely ignored. It really lays out very well that the buck is mainly what vendors and manufacturers are interested in. That is not to say that making money isn't good - they stay in business that way. But to the exclusion of all human interest seems to me to be a missed opportunity for them and an alienation of one of the best advocates for their products. Thank you for sharing! I have a Catrike with e-assist, a Bacchetta trike without, a velomobile with assist and road bikes without. I ride them all as I have cycling friends with varying interest in the kind of bike they ride. Socializing with each of them requires me to stay active on all the bikes I have. No matter what kind of bike anyone rides or how old they are, I have loads of respect for their intentions and choices. I just turned 77 and am happy I can still make all my choices, and you, yours!

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  2. I think this is one of your more interesting blog posts. I agree with your sentiment about Cycle-Con and the recumbent industry. I only went to the first two Cycle-Cons in California back when it was called Recumbent Cycle-Con mainly because I could get there in only half a day of driving and had a vanpool with 4 people the first time in 2011. For me definitely not worth taking the better part of a week doing multiple long days of driving to go more than halfway across the continent.

    I think you have discovered why the recumbent industry remains a very small part of the overall bicycle industry and is unlikely to ever see big sales numbers. Personally I'm fine with recumbents stay a small niche as long as the more innovative manufacturers like the one that has sponsored you remain viable.

    Congratulations on getting health insurance and I hope you don't need to use it much!

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  3. Thank you for sharing your adventures. I enjoy your educational blog and updates. I remember being excited when you were in South America and stayed in a room that had a toilet seat and hot water in the shower. Keep up the good work. Doreen in MN

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  4. I feel like I’ve been following you for over a decade or so and I don’t remember how I stumbled on your posts but you have been an inspiration and I have enjoyed following your adventures.
    Over the years, I’ve referenced your videos and messaged you a time or two with questions and you so kindly took the time to answer my questions.
    Your knowledge, experience and following has value on so many levels and it’s disappointing the Trike companies haven’t taken the time to get to know you and follow your adventures. I look forward to seeing what’s next for you.

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    1. Sylvia, I could not have said it better than this note from Bonnie Bishop. I totally agree with her sentiments. B.B.

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  5. I really enjoyed getting to know you while you were here in Ohio. You are the most interesting recumbent rider I’ve met & understand how you feel about not being included while attending Cycle Con. If I or my group had not met you beforehand, we wouldn’t have known about your travels getting there. I’m glad you vented because you definitely should be recognized by the industry. My neighbors and friends still ask me about you because they found you to be so interesting. You definitely should have been included as part of Cycle Con!

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    1. Thank you!! I loved meeting the people in the community and had wonderful rides with the local riders.

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  6. Wow. I am so surprised to hear that you were snubbed by cycle con. I didn’t get to go even though I live in Ohio.
    I think the organizers need to do a better job with this event. And I can’t believe they didn’t showcase some of your adventures. I personally have enjoyed your videos. They help motivate me. I’ve been riding Catrikes since 2010. I plan on doing a YouTube video of my history with my trikes and documenting how my trike has evolved.
    Keep up the healthy lifestyle. I hope our paths cross someday.
    Gary Verbosky, Green Ohio.

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  7. I found your report about Cycle Con very interesting and it confirms my general opinion of the bike-trike industry. Overall, they do not seem interested in how people actually use their products. They just want names to target in their advertising. I think the industry needs to take a close look at their advertising and sales training to see what they are missing. They need to be far more familiar with how and why people are using their products - particularly trikes. It might help them see the serious shortcomings of the transportation infrastructure across the US (and world) that impedes trike users. By following the blogs and videos made by Trikers, particularly long distance Trikers, they would learn how these trikes are used, what advantages they have and what barriers they encounter along the way.

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  8. I think the people at cycle con treated you badly. I think you came face to face with the boys club of the industry and they should be ashamed of themselves for how they treated you. Your tour was awesome, you over came many challenges which showed the reality of what it is really is like traveling by trike in the USA. They invited you to come to the event and showed you know hospitality what so ever.I agree with your assessment at what happened there. If it wasn’t like people like you the industry would still be in the red. Please do not give them the satisfaction of letting you feel down.You are a great inspiration to so many people that’s where it counts the most. I for one love your videos and the adventures you show the reality of it all. Please do not give in to these people and remember the real Triking people who enjoy your videos and just having fun with you when you ride along on your travels with them. There are always people who for get who got them where they are and it showed up at that show. Keep your spirits up. Go Turtle Power.👀🇨🇦👍😃

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  9. Sorry for your recent experiences. You do generally attract so many nice people to interact with. Have loved following your travels and seeing you at Tot for many years!!!!! Still remember the worms in Spain.....

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  10. Your passion for triking and the effort you put into sharing your experiences is evident and truly admirable. It’s clear you’ve built a significant following and have positively influenced many within the triking community. However, it’s important to consider the perspective of the bike-trike industry professionals for whom this is not just a passion but their livelihood.

    The industry professionals you’ve encountered, from dealers to manufacturers, operate in a highly competitive commercial environment. They meet numerous individuals who are equally passionate about triking, cycling, and related activities. While your contributions are indeed special to your followers and the community you’ve built, in the broader scope of the industry, you are one of many voices. This is not to say that your work is unimportant, but rather to highlight that the industry's professionals might not view any single enthusiast or content creator as exceptional, given the vast number of stakeholders they interact with.

    Moreover, your expectation of being welcomed as a celebrity or a major influencer in the industry might be overblown. The industry’s focus is often on market trends, sales, and business development, rather than the individual achievements of content creators, no matter how impactful they may be at a grassroots level. This professional outlook could explain why the offers of sponsorship and collaboration felt transactional or insincere to you. From their perspective, these are standard business practices, not a reflection of your personal value or contribution.

    Your experiences at Cycle Con and with potential sponsors suggest a mismatch between your expectations and the industry’s approach to partnerships and recognition. While your videos and blog posts are valuable resources for trike enthusiasts and newcomers, they may not resonate in the same way with industry professionals who are looking for direct business impacts.

    In light of these considerations, it might be beneficial to adjust your expectations and seek recognition and fulfillment from the community and audience that values and appreciates your work the most. The trike industry, like many specialized fields, has its unique dynamics, and understanding these can lead to more satisfying interactions and collaborations. Your work is undoubtedly special to many, but it’s also part of a larger ecosystem where different factors drive attention and recognition.

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    1. Yes, I certainly learned I have no place for the industry. Your point is taken and I feel very foolish for ever getting involved. The embarrassment I feel is palpable.

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  11. Very nice. Lots of information there.

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  12. I was at CC2023 only a short time and visited with you again. I feel like you have a valid issue; being snubbed after being personally invited is downright shameful. If I were in your shoes I would feel the hurt you do. A little recognition for all you have done to promote the trike industry is not out of the question. I know I have watched most if not all of your videos; and if the industry people can't see what you and the others who have promoted the industry have given them, they are the losers. As I understand it they treat their dealers much the same way privately. The industry leaders are the ones that are holding the industry back from growing as fast as it could. Dealers are trying to do the best they can but the industry leaders are acting according base human nature, if you know what I mean.

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  13. Sylvia, your a very important person to our recumbent triking community. Please do not assess your value by how the industry professionals treated you at Cycle Con. You have helped so many of us as we pursue our love for recumbent triking. Your experiences have helped me so much in the past. As a disabled recumbent triker, you have inspired me to keep pushing forward.
    Keep on Triking!

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  14. Sylvia, for some reason it won't let me sign in for the comment. I just want you to know that while the industry may not appreciate you and what you do, those of us who have met you and had a chance to ride with you do. I enjoyed the ride in Springfield and look forward to meeting you out on the road again. Thanks for all you do. Wendell

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    1. Yes, this Google blog platform is glitchy. Thank you for commenting. It was terrific meeting and riding with you.

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  15. Hi Sylvia, I think it’s pretty interesting to hear about your experience at Cycle-Con. I follow/support you along with a couple of diamond frame touring content providers on YouTube (Ryan Van Duzer and BBB Adventures who both ride Priority Bikes and provide great exposure and support to a very high end cycling brand). I think the recumbent trike companies are pretty slow to understand the tremendous marketing value of YouTube content. I find their own attempts at YouTube content to be fairly ineffective. It’s great that HPV and Laidback have provided some support. Your video content is excellent and brings great value to both of their brands!

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  16. Dear Sylvia, I have read every one of your blogs, and watched all your videos. I look forward to everyone. It has been exceptionally wonderful to have had opportunities to meet you in person as well. When I discovered trikes, I had given up cycling after spending most of my life doing that. I'm not a racer or long distance rider but I enjoy the freedom and mind reset getting out gives me. Your adventures inspire me. When times get complicated I tell myself, what would Sylvia do or if she can do it, so can I.. I hope I can meet up with you many more years as well. Toss out the stuff that doesn't bring you joy but keep on posting. We, your devoted followers, are there watching and being inspired. The industry only provides the pieces. We, the riders, make it work. Ride in!
    ~Jaci

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  17. Your blog rattled my cage! It does sound like you are just the bait on a long pole and we are the fish. I do understand that the “industry” is different than the “community” but don’t we have a symbiotic relationship? This feels so disrespectful and just downright rude to woo you to the event just to be ignored. They should have promoted you; maybe run your videos; give you a platform; pay you for your time and expenses and then wined and dined you to the enth degree. Shame on all of them. I know that when we were contemplating the purchase of our trikes, the bike shop was “all in” on us but they forgot all about us after the deal was done. We had a hard time getting service and not once did they ever send us an email or even put us on their mailing list. The underbelly of the “industry” reeks with the old school boy’s club mentality. I went to a couple of cycle cons only to be disappointed in the venue and the lack of vendors. I haven’t been back. I do understand that recumbent trikes are a niche market. it may stay that way with the expense and lack of engagement with some of their star enthusiasts like you. Good grief! You would think that your dance card would be completely filled. What a bunch of b.s.!!!

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  18. As the “one dealer had [you] on the phone for an hour asking [you] to go” and who “wore [you] down”, Sylvia, I hope you understand that I did it in good faith. You’re an important part of our industry and you’ve heard me say many times that a lot of HP dealers are indebted to you and Matt Galat for all the trikes you “sold” for them. Our plan was to have you interviewing dealers at CycleCon. Dana and I did a ton of advance work and precisely three dealers showed up for interviews. I’m sorry that the trip was a bust for you. And, also sorry you got injured. I know you do this for the love and not the glory, but that doesn’t mean you don’t deserve the glory. -Mel Birgé

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    1. Yes, it was a regrettable mistake to go to Cycle Con. I learned a very tough lesson and one that will take much more time to heal from.

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  19. It's a sad situation. We missed you when you left the Recumbent Retreat early. Sounds like you should have stayed. Have you read the book "Recumbents are like beer"? Your story kind of confirms the book. Hope to see you at Tater Tot. Mr. Green Shoes on a quad.

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    1. Yes, I should have stayed at the Recumbent Retreat, for sure! Looking forward to seeing you at TOT.

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  20. thank you, Joe - my friend! You are a gem!

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  21. Getting all the positive comments is very nice. Thanks!

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  22. Thanks for the update. That Cycle con experience was pretty bad. I hope you can recover you good humor and enjoy to real people again. I am a new owner of an HP Scorpion FS 26 Enduro. I will be picking up the trike in a few days. Your blogs and Youtube videos helped me make the choice. I wait for more of your adventures told in the Come on Myrtle, Let' Go style!

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    1. Thanks and congrats on your new trike. Let's go!!

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  23. Often, they are turning to trikes because they can't ride an upright bike anymore. Maybe it's a bad back or a balance issue but buying a trike gave them back something they thought they had lost forever. These stories are heartfelt and I love reading them.

    I am a stroke, and that’s true

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  24. Dear Sylvia,

    I hang on your every word, in your videos, in your blog and when we're together. You are interesting, informed and always upbeat. The knowledge and entertainment you've spread is priceless.

    That was an unfortunate series of events beginning with a shortened Recumbent Retreat followed by a long-a$$ trip to Ohio and the ensuing disappointing circumstances that followed.

    Could it be that dealers aren't quite sure what to do with Travels By Trike? I mean, this pretty independent lady riding a trike where and when she wants is a very cool anomaly; but could she be a brand? Would she be insulted if thought of as such? Is monetizing Travels By Trike a possibility? Would it make a difference? Just throwing that out there; don't get me wrong, I'm certainly not defending or condoning snubbing.

    I hope you get the feedback needed to renew your enthusiasm for what you do so well. I haven't seen any cool drone footage from Myrtle in what seems like forever.

    Best love always, Chere

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  25. Great to see you're still blogging! We had a great day riding thru the Garden of the God's with you! We will always be big fans of you and your adventures! All the best in your future endeavors

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  26. Yes, that was a great ride through Garden of the Gods! When I get out of my funk I have lots of video to produce.

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  27. I, for one, am grateful for the mobility recumbent offer. I couldn't ride uprights anymore after an upper spinal cord compression. After many surgeries, I can ride again! Freedom. Keep up the videos, the rides, the fun. See the wildlife, the rivers, the trees. See the sunsets, and the sunrise ir you are so inclined. Enjoy this time in your life.

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  28. Sylvia,

    I’ve been sitting on this for a few days, trying to come up with some way to communicate how hurtful I found your comments about my shop as your long-time acquaintance and sponsor. I hope you will take these comments in the vein that they are being written - trying to present to you and your readers another perspective from someone who really does appreciate you and what you do for our community.

    I really want to clarify a few things. First, to my knowledge, Cycle Con did not invite you to the event (please correct me if I am wrong). So I don’t feel that it fair to smear the organizers of the show in any way. Unless I am wrong, they didn’t even know you were coming! So expecting them to ask you to do presentations and such would be unrealistic.

    Mel and I reached out to you (more Mel than me), asking you to go and ensuring that we would pay for your round trip airfare and hotel. We felt it was really important for you to be there as you are such a well-known and well-loved force within the recumbent community. For a variety of reasons, you chose to drive. Even when you chose to drive, Mel sent you some funds to offset the cost of gas.

    In regards to sponsorship, I want to bring up a few points. First, HP Velotechnik was not at all interested in replacing your frame for free. Bent Up Cycles, through both me and Raina, went to bat for you and got them to comp it. After that experience, we offered to sponsor you by providing you with free parts and service for the length of the sponsorship in return for mentioning us in your videos. In one instance, we heard about you having problems on the road and I called you to ask what we could mail to you - you said you had it taken care of. You have my cell phone and (I believe) Raina’s cell phone numbers, but you never gave us the chance to provide you with what we had promised! We highlighted your trip in our newsletter and occasionally shared your trip journal on our FB page and group (Recumbent Trikes and Bikes).

    We’ve known each other for about 15 years and have had some very memorable times together (to me, anyway). I REALLY enjoyed riding with you in San Juan and chatting as we kind of got lost riding around Orcas (which is pretty amazing given their is only one real road). I also enjoyed our conversation around the time when we started the sponsorship agreement about things you could do to improve your “brand”. At the time, you were just starting to experiment with merchandise and (I thought) I gave you some very good suggestions for branding to help fund your tours.

    CycleCon was a whirlwind - it was my first time presenting as a manufacturer, the space was way too small and there were too many people for the size of the space. Our booth was so busy that I don’t recall even seeing you…but it may have just been because I was quite overwhelmed. For that I am sorry. We went out to dinner with HP Velotechnik one night - I’m not sure why they didn’t invite you. Did they even know you were coming to the show?

    I really hope nothing but the best for you and look forward to seeing you again whenever our paths may cross.

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  29. You and Mel convinced me to go to an event I wasn't invited to. I didn't want to go to Cycle Con and I would never have gone if I knew I wasn't invited. All through the event I kept feeling like I was at an event I wasn't invited to and it was true. I didn't deserve this.

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